Oh life

Saturday, March 13, 2010

I never really understood how hard life was when you started working 40 hours a week. I never got how tired you'd be when you got home, drained emotionally and physically and still had stuff to do. I know I'm young but it feels like my life is suffering because of working. I feel like I'm boring and I'm in a rut. I don't want to do much of anything. I'd rather stay home.

I find it hard to practice my spirituality anymore, let alone do other things that I want to do, all of those simple relaxing things like play video games, read a book or even listen to music. I've really tried to get on track with some sort of routine. One for work and another for my life. I feel like my partner and I are both stuck in the same rut. She suffers because I'm exhausted when I get home so anything she wants to do, is also put on the back burner.

If anyone has any tips for balancing work and life, that'd be wonderful. I do need help in this aspect of my life and I definitely feel like I'm not living life to the fullest at this point. I work, I come home and then I do it all over again.