Rough Year

Sunday, May 31, 2015

I don't know about everyone else out there, but I've had a rough year. I unexpectedly lost my mom in a car accident in October. Adding that to the stress that I was already experiencing from dealing with the loss of my grandfather and subsequent legal issues surrounding that, I've been a bit depressed and spiritually stuck so to speak.

I haven't had much interest in anything UU lately, or Goddess inspired. It's just been too many blows lately that I'm struggling against.

Then, I get word that I believe the house I had been fighting over, attempting to buy that belonged to my grandparents should be closing this week, so no add the worry of financial trouble on top of everything to the list, it's a little scary. I'm sure I probably can manage but it's a lot to take on considering I can't live in the home full time at this point.Moving back home now, without a good paying job will not be beneficial. I have a good job here now. The house needs a lot of cleaning up and what not, not to mention some work so that is going to add an extra level of stress to the mix.

I just have a lot going on. I'm also attempting a small side business of crafting supplies, so I have that to worry about as well. I am the type to get overwhelmed easily and sometimes I tend to shut down so that's a problem.

I'm hoping that 2015 is better .I'm attempting a vacation next month but I'm worried that taking it after the house closes will just add to my financial worries. Ugh.